| yes false alarm! (god dont you love those)
i can in fact go online here!
and thats good. because theres nothing else to do. literally.
BUT!
im still expecting a call from you.
so you BETTER call or i shall hunt you down...when i get back home of course.
the number is down in the next entry 
anddd....
i might be getting a new xanga for an "unknown" reason...meaning the reason IS known but im not able to say it on here, and for that very reason is why i might be getting it....ill let you know....but you'll have to ask personally what it is because i cant say it on here. dont you love having no privacy?
edit.
okay, i decided against that idea. the no privacy issue will keep me from telling regular people that come here what they dont need to know. plus, i like this name. haha.
today has been...full of surprises...to say the least.
this is gonna be one hell of a long week.
my stepmom and dad have been fighting since this morning. literally THE WHOLE EFFIN time. and me and my dad. the only people getting along are me and my stepmom! haha. we might be doing yoga later in the week...hahaha that would be SOOOO INCREDIBLY KICKASS! i finally found out what the hell there is to do around here. were going tubing...thats gonna be awesome i love tubing. and mini golf, and going to the pool (which is kinda far...but whatever) but we will have enough trouble getting along.
anyways.
we went to this flea market today. and there was a table with old cds...so i decided to look. 2 for 5 dollars! woo hoo. i got p.o.d (brown...one of their first cds probably the first) and r.e.m (greatest hits thing...dude its so awesome r.e.m is like my new favorite band)...umm then i got the movie 7...which looks really cool im gonna watch it tomorrow.
hmm other than that.....
jimmy called, as he said he would, we talked for like 2 hours. that was pretty awesome. its soooo pretty here...theres so many stars. i wish i could take a picture but it wouldnt work...my dad probably will though with his mucho expensive camera.
haha. i have a quote of the day again...
(stepmom on her knees pleading me to come to dinner with them)
dad: (coming out of the bathroom) what the hell are you doing??
sue: im praying...?
dad: thats not how you pray.
me: (cracking up) YOUR JEWISH!
hahaha. i was laughing for like...the next 10 minutes. oh yeah...apparently our gas grill is extremely dirty. my dad only complained about it all friggen night. so i thought id share...
i found a cool story (im not mentioning where)
THE DONUT
 Inspiration comes from strange places, in this case, a donut.
Not just any donut, but a plain donut....lonely, boring, brown, tasteless, perfectly normal and sitting there in a box that started out with nine, three cinnamon, three sugared, and three plain.
For two weeks, this donut sat alone in a box at my lover's parent's house, unwanted and unattended. When it disappeared, box and all, I was too embarrassed to ask where it had gone, so I didn't, just let it lay, and thought on it. You know, I felt sorry for that donut, deprived of a sweet coating, it dried out, aged, and was thrown away, just because it wasn't special.
That donut was like humankind, like too many people who brush up against the cinnamons, sugared and chocolate glazed to get a sparkle of difference, a dusting of significance, or, worse yet, they gaze up at heaven waiting for some celestial custard filling, or Raspberry Cream, or Dutch Apple Mousse to make them different, special, IMPORTANT.
You know, there is a beauty in a plain donut.
--written by unknown, therefore not me. but it is so true, i love it.
edit again
hmm...new layout. its not that good because its 3 in the morning and im trying to attempt at making a good layout, on a laptop that barely works. so. what do you think?? im realllllly open to suggestions i know it needs something to make it better but i cant really figure out what...so yeah...let me know. and just for you information...its not on the layout site yet i was having enough trouble making it...i think i need sleep, goodnight. |
